Yes I do refuse the possibility that you followed Matthew 6:33. I would think you'd be quick to tell me what you used to have faith in. What is the kingdom of God and how were you seeking it? What is God's righteousness? How did you seek it?Justin108 wrote:
Wow I must be psychic. You just refuse to accept the possibility that I followed Matthew 6:33 and got a different result than you? Do you know what "confirmation bias" means?
Did you ever think that what you were following wasn't the right thing? Did you go search? Or did you just give in quickly? I know people that have gone a lot longer than you following the wrong thing. They knew what they were being taught it wasn't right but they didn't give up but they didn't seek something else either. Most people I talk to just think everything is basically the same so why look? That is an incorrect way of looking things and it's not faith. You mentioned confirmation bias, isn't that what you are doing? Saying that what you were seeking for 17 years was the only way and now recalling it so as to fit your current beliefs? Is it possible that the compelling evidence that faith requires was not in your 17 years of teaching? Therefore you never had faith at all? Perhaps you were just following what your parents taught you? Merely following tradition? If so, you're not alone. Billions do the same thing. Even those that were raised atheist but break away from tradition and find faith.