I have no intention of leaving, and I'm not sure when this happened, but I will try to explain myself for anyone who cares.
I recently had my leg broken/crushed in a work accident, and I have been on two different pain pills since then. I noticed the white with blue dots makes me mean and irritable (and bad itchy). This caused me to say some things in these forums I deeply regret, and I had promised I wouldn't take them before coming on.
I would think that's what's happened, and I will be going back through the threads to make sure I correct any wrongs I have wrought yet again. If I have said anything to cause anyone grief I apologize, and I hope I can be forgiven for coming here under the influence. I have learned much since coming here, and I would like to repair any friendships my actions may have harmed.
Please understand I'm not a pill head, but I have a legitimate medical need. I will not take the one pill anymore, as it makes me Super Jerk. I have thrown the one kind of pill away, and the yellow ones just put me to sleep, so I don't think they will be a problem so far as making me more of the jerk than I already am
