My friends,
Udanor, otseng, Goose, achilles12604, Chaplinsky, alexiarose and all those who have prayed and who will pray for Confused, I have no doubt about why I am here.
It's to pray for healing for Confused. I have been looking for this place. This Holy Huddle Room where's Confused's healing is in everyone's hearts.
I have seen God working through Confused to help many people both believers and non-believers. She is more deserving of our prayers at this moment, right Now, more than anyone I know. I found my way here by my desire to pray for confused with you my brothers and sisters. Achilles sees her. he knows there's is something special about her. She is honest. She has integrity. She has suffered. She continues to suffer. And through her suffering she works tirelessly to HEAL others. And through her doubts of God she strengthens us. I saw her bring Rusty to clarification of his faith on another thread.
You all know. I have been here but a few times. If if wasn't for Confused I would have been here less and missed my opportunity to meet so many of our brothers and sisters here. Believers and non-believers all LOVED BY OUR LOVING MERCIFUL GOD.
Confused like JOB has rained down GOD's Graces by her Honest Righteous Anger with OUR GOD. Like JOB she refuses to accept explanations of God's actions that are lacking. Just like JOB friends were lacking in their explanations of why GOD allowed JOB to suffer so much.
As JOB brought understanding of GOD to us by his anger with GOD so does Confused.
I pray Lord that you allow me to share my prayers for Confused with my loving friends here. I ask you Lord that you let me not betray anything that Confused or Alexiarose have shared with me in confidence. I know Lord when I pray for Confused you know exactly who I'm praying for. I thank you Lord for hearing my prayer with Alexiarose the other Day and guiding us here with more who love confused and ask for her healing. I know their are many more Lord allow are prayers for Confused to joined my Lord. Allow them to heard by all celestial beings who may lovingly give their AID to Confused even as Our Father would through His Will heal Confused. Bless your servant Confused Lord. With only the merest compassion for her Lord she will be healed. For in that instant your Will will be done.
For your Will is forever aligned with that of Our Father God and Holy Mother Spirit. Bring ALL our Love for Confused together Lord from ALL our denominations of Faith. And in ONE SPIRIT let our prayers be joined and Confused's healing take place Lord.
Her faith in you Lord has been displayed. As much as she tries to hide from it Lord. She wants to believe in you so Bad. It's just that she cannot prevent herself from being angry with you LORD for she has suffered much. But in her anger LORD lies her Faith in you. Because you cannot be angry with something you don't believe in. heal her Lord. In her faith in you even in angry may she be healed. She agonizes for your intervention. She challenges you to end her disbelief. heal your loving servant Lord. Because in loving others she has Loved You. In healping others she has helped you. And in healing others through you she is healed. Blessed her Lord with whatever healing you and our other celestial brothers and sisters can according to Our Fathers Will. For in you Lord all things are healed. You make ALL THINGS NEW.
In Confused's healing we are blessed and Made New. Amen.
Fri Jan 25, 2008 5:45 am
Alexiarose, It's not ODD at all. I was thinking about doing this very thing. I was looking for a place I could post a prayer request for your mom. Although in the past she said it was alright if I prayed for her family, She didn't really want me praying for her. Your prayer for your mom is beautiful. I have been praying for her and you and your brothers and sisters since my first PM from her last Jan. 14 2007.
I have to get special permission to post in this thread. I'll check around. Do you know whom I should ask?
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I think that if she could find love, God would follow.
You are absolutely right Alexia.
I will pray with you now and ask that my prayer be joined with yours and all those who pray for you mom.
Oh Lord, you know I am not worthy to ask anything of you. You also know that Confused has touched my heart. You know the she and her family have held a place there for over a year now. I beg you Lord to do what ever is possible in line with Our Father's Will to help Confused in her hour of need. I don't know anyone Lord who wants to know YOU as much as Confused does. But as you know she holds herself back from you
Oh my Lord I know your Love. I know your forgiveness is greater than any humankind can offer. I know your Love is there for Confused the moment she is ready to accept it. Oh help dear Lord, help her find it within herself to forgive herself enough to allow her to be healed by your Love. Hear Alexia's prayer Lord. Allow all the beings of your creation angels and others who are ready and able to help Confused to do all they can do for her in accordance with Our father's Will.
Lord you know my heart you know my request is sincere. You know I Love you more than I can say. And still You Love me and Alexia and her Mom and her brother and her two sisters and her dad infinitely more than I could ever love . yet my tiny love would serve you Lord as Love enough to expand it to Alexia's Mom. Please Lord let Confused feel Love Lord. Let her know I love her from afar and with that tiny love of mine let it grow in her heart until Confused is no longer confused about Love. Let her know love Lord. Let her know love and be Loved. I would be pleased Lord if Alexia Rose could see this small miracle in her Mom. Oh Lord the comfort Confused could feel after so so many years of suffering. Help her Lord. Help her find that Love within herself that will heal her soul.
This I humbly ask Lord in your name, the name of Our father and in the name of our Holy Mother Spirit God who knows the Love that a parent feels for her child. And that a Mother feels for her children.
Bless your servant Confused Lord. I ask this for myself and for your servant Alexia Rose if it would please and be in line with Our Father's Will. Amen/Awomen.
P.S. Lord: You know what Confused needs to be healed better than I do Lord. Give her what’s she needs Lord to heal her heart. If it be thy will to heal her physically please please Lord do that also. BUT mostly her heart Lord. Let her know Love than she will be heal. Thank You Lord. Thank You Lord. Thank You.
I beleive very much in the power of prayer. I find it interesting that both Alexia and I found this therad after we prayed. I wasn't coming here. I was going to Alexias thread to pay for her mom. But now I join you all in prayer for Confused.
God Bless You and us all and all who join in prayer for Confused
. May Confused be healed.
